took a 6- or 7-hour nap this afternoon.
lots of interesting dreams, one of which included a kind of closure for a wound a year and a day old.
((i believe this time last year I was an utter mess...))
after I woke up, I did some reflecting and realized how much I've grown in the past year. (in the dream, that translated literally: I was about a foot and a half taller than him O.e) I'm more mature, and have a better scope of what lays beyond today.
in a sense, though, my thoughts have always been the same concerning him. I just tried not to pay any attention to them a year ago.
but now those same thoughts are a comfort, so I guess that's another way I've changed haha.
mom bought a treadmill. even the dog was walking on it tonight.
my only reservation is that it's in the (unfinished) basement. With mold, must, and rotting toys subject to flooding galore.
in the dark, with no TV or other source of entertainment or sound to drown out the echoes of futility in the den of mold.
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I'll give it a shot, but there's a reason I bought a gym membership.
so HA.
Anoka yesterday was fun. Got there around 9:30 or 10 (parking was a nightmare), walked around shopping (lots of antiques stores...) all day, and at night we went on a ghost tour, where I had my first paranormal experience. biggrin
we didn't go into any of the buildings during the tour, but there was one house with a manual doorbell that could only be rung from the outside, and as we were walking away from the house (=no one was there TO ring it), it started ringing.
so that was cool ^^;;......
((karen thought it was "cute"; I believe she was just as freaked out as I was haha))
may have to look more seriously into this oversleeping thing. Because I'm dead tired already.
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