if this was one or two years ago, I'd be in panic mode.
but surprisingly, I'm not.
little paper due tomorrow, have to create two presentations for thursday, two Papers (with Maximum Difficulty) due Friday. Along with reading an entire book.
work tomorrow. thursday nothing right now, friday the new Pres is announced and I have to play at a department recital... :l
although it is nice actually having a little time to myself today.
supposed to have the workshop tonight; got all dressed up for it, went there, and was promptly told I wasn't needed and could go back to where I came from. gonk
meeting with the buad group tonight to do the presentation for our make-believe company. i find it quite comical. (and it doesn't even get a grade! whoop whoop!)
have a feeling I shouldn't have talked about having no close friends in college in WOP. Even if it was only three other girls, two are ones I see on a daily basis.
and now it feels like they're treating me weird.
GREAT.
this will only make things worse. I'll become even more of a recluse if they try changing how they've always acted around me. because then I have to get to know that "new" them that they're presenting to me, even if I know it's fake.
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excited to chill for the summer, away from here~~ :3
whatever happens, I'll be fine.
I know how to make money if need be: start my own business, pick up my old job, do some church playing.
thinking about doing some volunteering, too ^^
let's make this one one for the record books.
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