Today was Kai's birthday, it was so wonderful. His daddy made a suprise visit today, and gave him the serum he needed in order to cure his illness. His dad making a suprise visit was so sweet, and everyone had a blast, and maybe a few nosebleeds, since it was a gloom beach theme. The ghouls has to wear swim suits, and the guys could wear whatever they wanted. De and Kai hung out for a while during the party, I think somethings really starting to click between these two. But, it's not bothering me anymore, idk whats going on with me, but i've been relaxed alot lately. I miss being stressed. Being relaxed is not my big forte, when i'm relaxed....I feel so...depressed. And I sooo don't like it. Jackie tries to help me become really happy, but I don't think he understands. Idk, i've just been moody, and tired latley. Whatever happened to the big happy preppy me? I really miss her.
De and I have been hitting rough turf lately, but......my heart feels, scary, unsure, not the same, not one bit. We haven't been talking latley, and I think thats my problem. Not talking to her is like part of my daily routine, like eating, or brushing your teeth. It's totes not the same. Maybe i'll try to talk to her soon, but i'm just like sooo worried that we'll get into another fight. Fighting totes sucks, especially with your best ghoul friend. My eyes have been kinda a sickish green lately, I think I might be starting to get sick. Or it might be indigestion. I'm not sure, maybe i'll talk to Dr.Merha, and he'll give me some tests to see if I am sick. I'm not sure, all I know is i'm not feeling the same as I used to.
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