it's really weird what the physical touch of another can do to a person.
got a neck massage from a (mostly) total stranger last night at supper. normally I don't like being touched, so you can imagine the chemicals shooting through my head.
it's like, at peace, with baby butterflies. O.e? a giddy feeling. no, I don't like the guy who did it at all, but putting my trust in another person with my own body for more than a few seconds was ASTRONOMICALLY INTENSE. and amazing~ ^u^
for people who like having physical contact with others' flesh, this strikes you as pretty stinkin' weird, I bet. but imagine my situation for a moment.
hugs make me uncomfortable. personal bubbles are very defined, and people tend to instinctively know not to mess with me.
so for someone (i barely knew, nonetheless) to casually walk past that boundary... wow.
almost leaves me craving more. xD
and lots of updates with the other social things, too, so I'm pretty happy right now.
been a crazy day, very unprepared for everything this entire week.
test today was... weird. scared to study for thursday's test, terrified of thinking about the 2 on Friday, and mortified to think about a hyper-intense test next wednesday.
think I finally chose a speech topic.
think I finally chose my favorite study spot during the day.
think I finally understand why my weight has been plateauing since this summer.
A FRICKEN SAUSAGE PATTY IS 400 FRICKEN CALORIES. gonk
*huff*
I've been had by the Commons since day 1.
so I'm more than a little excited for this summer and the coming semesters, when I can choose a more limited meal plan.
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