I hate myslef. I got a job at the new diner downtown Diners Delight, but the thing is, i'm not fully cured from the goblin pox yet, and they make me scrub floors and serve rude costumers. But the thing is is paid really well, but when I broke the news to Kai and the others, they tottally freaked out. They didn't want me to do anymore back breaking manual labor when i'm still sick. So Kai offered me a job to work for his dad, I wasn't sure about it at first, but he said that Marie would love for me to come and his dad really needs help and will hire anyone as long as they don't blow up his lab. So I got the job! Yay! ^-^
But then Merabell started running like crazy because of a sore tooth and I almost lost it. I was able to hold it back but then Kai told me it wasn't good to hold back my emotions and that I need to learn how to deal with them. He insulted me because of the way I use too much glitter on the set, I look goth, wear too much purple...woah, i'm not gonna loose it when i'm writing. Anyway he insulted me so much that my eyes turned deep crimson and I put him in a headlock and almost choked him to death... sweatdrop and pulled on his horns. Then everything turned dark, then I heard Glen talking about my bony hands and they started insulting Jackie, so thats when I completly lost it. I siren shrieked and almost made everyone deaf! I lost my cool on everyone and I completly regret it. I needed alot of water felt like a complete idiot...
I didn't like anyone insulting me or my Jackie, and I just hated the way I acted. As I was yelling at Kai when we were sitting in the tree (he wanted to climb up the tree so I grabbed him by the collar and took him up) and I slipped and cut my arm on a branch. It hurt soo much!!! But Kai and Draconina took me to her house and they took really good care of me. heart
After all the drama and tears, he asked me a question I regretting bringing up before. He asked if i didn't want him to date Demona.... and to be honest, it feels really weird if they were, but...it's their love life not mine, I don't wanna mess it up...
Oh my grawd, my head is killing me and I need an asprin. I'll go to bed and sleep it off...back to work tomorrow
View User's Journal
Melody Nocturna's Diary
 |
