Last night I let myself go too far.
I let my mouth run away from me.
Stupid stupid cry for help it was.

AND IF I BECOME THAT DEVIL MYSELF,
absorbed it fully,
what then?
would you learn to hate me too?
BLINDLY HATING. . . .
I cannot fight this guilt
overflowing
overwhelming
MY LIFE IS HIS TO TAKE !
I owe him that much
for taking his
absorbed it fully,
what then?
would you learn to hate me too?
BLINDLY HATING. . . .
I cannot fight this guilt
overflowing
overwhelming
MY LIFE IS HIS TO TAKE !
I owe him that much
for taking his