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So, today officially sucks. Got a lovely~ message from my so-called friend and cousin. This is word for word how the conversation went:
Her: "Great to know that you and jara are best friends . Really shows me how much you care for me now , being all bff's with the girls who wish I DIED last year . Thanks ."
Me: "You know what? If you really were my friend you wouldn't be so upset over the fact that we hang out. She doesn't wish you had died, she doesn't want anything bad to happen to you, she's a lot like me in the respect that we both miss who you used to be. You just don't want to hear it.
Furthermore, you shouldn't be getting so upset over who my friends are. I may not approve of who you hang out with now, but do I b***h you out for it? No. I don't. Because it's none of my business who you hang out with or what you choose to do with your life. Don't be mad at me for finding a good friend in Jara just because you're pissed off at her."
Her: "I'm not pissed at that , and i'm not trying to choose your friends for you . But i know what she said last year , and i haven't changed . I'm the same person i was . I just different things . I'm pissed because you are best friends with someone who said to all my friends that i deserved to die . That's what pisses me off ."
Me: "She actually never said that. I can vouch for her. You heard a rumor that got way out of hand. You never even gave her a chance to tell you what actually happened, you just demonized her.
And actually ________, you HAVE changed. You've really changed quite a bit and not necessarily for the better. I'm not happy with a lot of these changes but I deal because I care about you, because you're family. She may not show it, but she still cares too. Think about that next time you're bitching about her."
Her: "******** off . You just don't like who i am anymore . I'm so much kinder and care so much more , you don't understand . And i do 't believe she cares fo me , otherwise she wouldn't have been smiling when she told my friends what i had done , she also would have tried to stop kendra from doing it . And i have many eye witnesses ."
Me: "You know what, you believe what you want, I'll believe what I want. You HAVE changed. You're moody, you're constantly getting yourself into trouble, you're into drugs, you. have. changed. I'm done trying to get you to see it. I worry about you despite my efforts not to and do you know why? Because I care about you. Clearly it's wasted energy though. You honestly don't care. Have a Marry Christmas and a Happy New Year. I hope it's better now that you've pushed me out of your life."
Merry Christmas me... -.-
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