cough is back. needless to say, i'm pretty royally pissed at it and hoping it goes away again SOON.
truckin' through that civ essay tonight. ^^ I'm actually pretty okay with it right now; nothing too deep to talk about, and it only has to be 4-6 pgs (which i pulled off a few days ago for some other papers, so it shouldn't be a big deal) instead of 5-8.
so, 5 it is. how far am I? ... about a page and a half, give or take....
printer's black ink isn't working. so i printed my drafts in blue biggrin
crazy, crazy I guess...
forgot how much i loved lounge sweatpants. too bad the one pair is super pilly, otherwise i'd wear them to class ^^;;...
in other news, some assignments have been cancelled/postponed for a few days, so my priorities are a little bit rearranged (YAY!), but on the flip side there's some stuff coming up this week that I wasn't planning for, so it balances out...
grr.
was pretty much convinced it was Thursday all day today. didn't help that the screen was up in the campus center (which is a thursday thing)...
didn't even get to the arts thing. stupid paper.
but yay for halfway in line priorities! (... says the one journaling instead of sleeping or working on said paper... >.> wink
still bemoaning my quietness around guys. pretty sure i've written about it before...
strange thing i noticed last night while getting a drink at 55th: i said hi to the guy i have to accompany for work-study in a normal tone, but the other one that i sorta halfway knew but not as much as the other i said hello to in a slightly higher tone...
PSYCHOLOGY. NAOW. *breaks out a magazine and preparations for google*
...ah, trains. ^^ this place is a lot like home... smells and sounds and all.
fuuuuuun,fuuuuuuun,fuuuuuuuunn, fuuuuun LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WEEEEEEKEND.
teehee~
well, i guess homework is pretty much bunk for tonight; gonna turn it in, get up at some ungodly hour (=4am prolly... 5 is not considered as such lol) to munch on some more academia, day of school, hoping to squeeze a(n admittedly guilty) nap in instead of homework... hehehe.
yes, what was i saying about priorities?.........
KERRIE GAVE US CANDY. haven't gotten that certain buzz in my head in a LONG time, was actually pretty freaking awesome~~~ >u<
*sniffle cough*
did i tell you about my mumbling when i got up from my past few naps? yeah, i wake up with this pang of regret (or something akin to it) and last time it happened (i knew what from (i've written about it before if you remember, my reader ;P)) i actually said out loud "And who's fault is that?"....
i chuckled at the answer to my own question.
because for once, it wasn't me. it wasn't entirely my fault that things happened as they did, that i eventually thought as I thought.
but it was mostly my fault. like 86% or some fun number in that ballpark.
enough for a breakdown, and some epic pics to prove that this one was one of my worst (pics of a breakdown, you wonder? nah, not of the actual thing. just the surprising effects of it on my appearance... (makeup EVERYWHERE, stained my nice white shirt damnit, hand had streaks on it... and for what? for... *stops* sorry, i'm ranting... this is all old news.........)).
there's a lot to take away from that experience, i must admit. in fact, from this whole past summer. God's given me a second chance to make some of these things up; i don't want to screw it up again.
not like I did.
or didn't do.
*le sigh*
Sammi's talkin' to me again!!! super psyched~ >u< it's like she's come back from the grave!
people are talkin' to me again... which by itself is worthy of great celebration! for awhile i was all by my ownsome, with no one but manda to talk to whenever about anything... :3
speaking of her, i'm seriously ticked off at her yet insanely jealous at the same time.
she wants to run away to california. without a job, without a drivers license, to move in with a guy she's known for two weeks.
stupid? of course. do I wanna do it my own way when i get older? ABSO-FREAKING-LOUTELY!
actually, i was daydreaming yesterday about how fun it'd be to have all these credentials built up during college, then once I graduate, just pack up and go to Washington state to see what's out there. my degree and life and career experience would be a more-than-adequate pillow for the transition ^u^
seriously, i was ready to run my own life when i was like 15. i know how to do everything, i just didn't have the marketability that makes college so desirable.
so that's why I'm here. spending the cost of a new car every year to be more marketable to employers.
... yup.
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