So my so-called best friend is getting mean recently. We've always gotten along better than two peas in a pod. These past few years I have never bothered much into what I wear when classes start; I've always just grabbed the first t-shirt that I saw in my closet and threw it on, with my blue jeans and jacket. It's mainly due to stress; I never feel like dressing up when I'm tired and sleepy at seven in the morning. At the beginning of the year, I realized how old my clothes had gotten, and so I went out to buy some new ones. Ones with more pattern than just a solid block color of navy blue. Jeans that are not just the standard cowboy look. Maybe a purple-colored pair for a change, instead of blue. Long shirts. As ever, none of them are revealing in the slightest because I am a conservative dresser. And you know what? My "best friend" didn't like it. I don't know what it is with girls and caring so much about what their girl friends dress like. She insulted my intelligence along with my body and my face, and then brushed it off as "joking". I don't see what is the issue. She dresses more fashionably than me, and she doesn't object to anyone else wearing purple jeans.
Whenever I get close to someone, we always get along great. I used to have many friends, but over the years I've decided that I really just need a few close ones. But whenever I really get to know someone, something questionable always happens to make me unsure of my trust in them. I just keep on telling myself that things will get better.
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Serene: To the General Public At Last
A few pieces of Ser's thoughts and life, which are carefully broken down from her life mosaic and preserved into this online journal. Read with care.
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