depression.
or, specifically, seasonal affective disorder. pahaha.
yeah, didn't realize i'd be so utterly bummed out last night when we got out of band and it was as dark as midnight. *sigh* pretty much all i did after super was sulk around the dorm, go practice for a few minutes on the steinway, then go to bed.
never did fall completely asleep. i was trying, but to no avail. so even though i wanted to be out by 9:45, when my roomates went to bed at 12:30 i could still hear them.
got up at 5, been up ever since. i'd forgotten how long the day can be if you get up early and aren't stuck in a prison all day xD seriously, i love it that my life isn't governed by bells. but of course, now it's governed by the commons hours. *sigh*
first day at the radio today, had lots of fun playing with it. ^^
just makes me a little calmer for the playing i have to do after class. ^^;;...
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THIS DARKNESS IS GONNA KILL ME.
grrrr.
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