I'm stupid.
I still love those who I shouldn't.
I seem to be ranting about nothing but guys in this journal.
So I suppose.. I'm not stopping now?
Star.
I can't tell him I still think about him. That would just be silly. I feel silly for still thinking about him, and feeling so strongly towards him. I want to talk to him again. I want to know how his life is doing. Is he still an I.T? Has his DJ life gone any further? How many times has he been to the island? Or even to BC? I want him to know I still care for him. I want to tell him how my life is going, I want to share. But he can't. Apparently it hurts to talk to me. I wish I wasn't so smart or.. What ever sometimes. I wish I could occasionally give in to temptation. I don't think I'll ever be able to forget him.
Brady.
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Well.. I sort of knew that would happen. Fallin' for the teddybear. Bradybear. Gah, he's so wonderful. An amazing friend, and wonderful person to talk to. He has a few bad habits, one of which would always stop me from actually being with him - If the chance was ever presented. I think I'm too far in the friend zone by now. - and that's his pot smoking. I wish he had never gotten into it. I highly care for him. I don't know what else to say.. I wish I could be with him. I wish he didn't smoke.
asdkl;fjnasd. I NEED TO STOP WHINING.
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My life is great.
I'm single, I've been happier.
But I've been way worse.
I love my life.
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