Today same again but only five more days before I go on a cruse. I a little happy about that. But I hope my friends make it back to home before those five days go by. I miss them so much. I haven't seen them for pretty much a hole year. I wish I could go with them & help on saving the place form the bad guys that destory the place of the either creatures.
But today I hope I can do some thing I want to do. Since my hole life as been in pain & thats want keeps me form doing things I want to do. But I'm finely getting out of it. So far form the last mouth I'v been about to do all of things that I could not do even thou I wanted to.
So ones I come back form the cruse I should be about to get a job lot, lot, lot easer then the four years ago. That I wanted to have a job. But I just could not get myself to do it. Even thou I tried so so so hard to do it.
But if you were not me it would not look that. way. talk2hand talk2hand
It would look like I was not doing anything or just playing games, watching cartoon or movies. But if you know how much pain & stressed I was in for half way age 1. You would see it too how much I was trying to do either things & getting a job that I wanted to do.
But like I said I'm finely getting myself do things I want to do & getting stronger agains it. Even thou I'm still in pain & stress ever secont of the day & ever day. I'm almost 20 so I cant let this pain & stress pull me down any more.
If I don't get a job I can't get away form the family that have gave me this pain & stress as will as either people.
But since this humans have hart me so much. I have a hard time to talk to them. Spaicle people I don't know. Ever time I tried to get a job I would shack really hard why trying to talk to them. I would even do that with my family too. As well as tring to say a word I would frezz up & could not get the word out.
But since the last month I'v been albe to talk to people that I don't know with out shacking & forgetting my words.
One last thing, Since I didn't talk much or read that much I would forget the words some times if I haven't said the word for a long time.
Thats all for now!!!!!
Nighty, Night!!!!
Kalistone 13 Crystal Community Member 
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