Today is like ever day. Sad or don't feel anything. Most of the time don't feel anything. If I'm lucky I'll at lease have one happy day ones a year & some times I dont have a happy day for two years. But its been like this ever since I was half way throw age 1. So I'm knows to it. Being a lone, no one listens to me, look at things I want to sew them, or have to say. After if sometime they do listen to me if some one comes around to talk to some one I'm talking to. Then they stop listening to me wather I'm done talking to them or not. But like I said, I'm knows to been by myself, doing thing myself, playing by myself. As will is being in pain ever day, ever second, ever minute, & ever hour, ever month. Since I'm 19 right now.
eek crying crying crying xp It harts so much why have I not died yet!!!!!!!?? Please tell me!!!
crying crying crying I got to know why I have to sver like this. When I haven't done anything wrong. I was only a little girl. If my life is post to be like this for ever then why was I born at all???!!!!!!
So if I'm lucky one day maybe I will have more happy days then ones a year or a happy day after two years or more had passed by.
I'll have some one to love me for reall!
