[# 3 of tonights endless rant]
so i gave in and cried a total of three times today, who knows how much higher that number would be if i actually gave in each and every time. ha im so pathetic, i pretended i had to use the bathroom so i could get away from my friends for a minute or two and what did i do? i went to the bathroom, closed and locked the door, sat on the floor,
and cried...
i feel like death, like i could actually roll over and die right now if i wanted
but your so not near worth it. god do i hate you. if i know anything right now its that
i. hate. you.
i need to rant to someone who will actually listen, but i dont have that right now. i think i might end up crying again...
i hate you. i hate you. i hate you..
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