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"oh no, it's due today."

or, in my case, "oh no, I move in to college in a day and 6 hours."

so, i wanted to take a nap.

lay down for 10 minutes, get back up again because I can't stop thinking.

trying to get ready for college now.

along the lines of dad sitting in church when he could be baling, or something like that. xD



going beserk.

heard SMSU is all moved in. ^^

have to pack myself yet...

for the most part, it's like a tub and a half of "important stuff", then the rest is clothes, I do believe.

more than half of my t-shirts are black,

i have 3 or 4 pairs of jeans,

20 pairs of socks,

and a month's worth of underwear.

xDDDDDDD

priorities? you might say so. xD

have to track down my jewelry and shoes yet, dunno what I'm taking as far as those things are concerned...

leaving 5A saturday morning, driving down into chaos

and, come Sunday afternoon, GOOD RIDDANCE to the life I once lived, and the people I once knew.

Monday everything's gonna be happening as far as music and last-minute details is concerned; we'll get that far when we get that far.


Over TJ already. Mentally cussing him out (with his too funny, too stuffy, new profile pic on facebook) made me giggle, and put me in a better mood, in a way.

I'm too stubborn for my own good sometimes. So I wait for the day that he talks to ME, instead of the other way around.


That stubbornness also applies to the rest of my life, too.

went to the doc again today (with mom... worst idea EVAR... just sayin') since pertussis was negatory, she's going to put me on an inhaler.

......... I do not like the idea of using those. AT ALL.

Fourth grade socially awkward nerds use those when they're freaking out over something.

not me.

I repeat: NOT ME.

*sigh* but by this time I'm even closer to throwing up when i cough than ever before, so I guess I'll try just about anything...

to a point.

but the thing is, if we go this route, and it works, I'm sentencing myself to it.

FOREVAR.

and having to say I have allergies.

s**t no. I refuse.

I've always prided myself on being the only healthy one in this family; this would totally fell my entire world, and my pride, to boot.


oh well.

going into town AGAIN tonight to pick it up and go to a jewelry party, possibly Bee's afterwards with karen for some much-needed hot wings.

tomorrow will pretty much be the only day this entire summer that I haven't gone to willmar at least once during the day.

so I'm a little stoked.

and trying to make it run as efficiently as humanly possible.


... xD

oh well.

going to put on a little more makeup now, maybe do something with my hair before tonight.