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So I guess I was gonna wait forever huh? Man.....Give me back my heart. You should've told me you already had a man. I was just a replacement waiting in the wings. My heart dropped and shattered to a billion pieces. I should've expected that. You were one of those girls after all. You weren't different. You could've just shot me down, I would've been fine with that. I hate liar's, you should've been real with me. I always felt that you were a little shady...But now I see the true side of you and I'm disgusted that I let you in that close.


I feel ******** sick right now. Did I really look that stupid to you? Did I not tell you everything that I felt? Maybe the things that you posted were for him not for me. Such a ******** idiot.


I'm right there..Watching you because I felt suspicious..I trusted you..But I hoped that my gut would be wrong..But my gut was right. Thanks for the pain, I'll take it to go. Go have fun with your Asian Canadian boyfriend.


And delete my phone number as well. Don't even call me, I'll shoot you down on the phone which would hurt even more..


I was afraid something like this was going to happen..I can't believe you would actually think that I was blind..I really want to see your facial expression when you read this..Lol..When you thought you could hide it, when you thought I wasn't going to be smart enough to find out...In the end I found out.


I should've never poured anything out to you. I regret everything that I ever said to you. Your one of those girls that play with people's hearts. Pulling the strings, and the games.


I should be bogus, and tell him what was happening between us..But I'm a good guy..Ever heard of good guy gone bad? This is why that happens..Situations like this. ******** the song that you dedicated to me. It's all a fake.



Thanks for slashing my heart open, ya know? Re-opening those new scar's with ease...Thanks a lot. That really helped. Thank you so ******** much for doing so.



I still can't believe you would take me for an idiot...It would've been easier being honest with me from the start, but you had to play games.


I'm so butthurt right now, it's not even now. Erase the ******** memories. I should call the numbers that you called me with..But I can't. Too much of a nice guy to do that.


Your so out of here.



Za, be careful of the snakes hiding in the grass...They come out in different forms and hide in different environments.


Hell..Your probably not even in Hawaii. How much more do you have to lie?