What the ******** is wrong with me. im soo stupid..no one wants to know me for long im ******** habits..im sick of being me..i just want to end..why cant i do that..every time i try to fix myself i ******** up even more..i always go back..back into the life i was born into..i am my mothers child and my fathers baster child..im never gonna fit in never..why does every thing have to be so hard why cant life be easy even for a day..i hate it..i hate myself i hate my self for not being stronger then the feeling i crave..its just hard ..yes i know other people got it worse so what im not them im me..
Care_Bear_Stoner · Sat Jul 09, 2011 @ 03:36am · 2 Comments |