oh s**t.
oh s**t, oh s**t, oh s**t, oh s**t.
oh s**t.
so i think i volunteered for something. something big, something that even though i want to do super freaking bad, i won't probably be able to do.
lead a band?!?! more than just the drum major: as the DIRECTOR.
how the freaking crap am i supposed to get to sleep now?!?!?!
so yeah. our directors quit and refuse to do TWO MORE PARADES, yet Sims wants the band to do those gigs.
band boosters peeps just called and asked if I'd like to help.
oh my freaking gosh. what have i got myself into?
you see, i'd absolutely LOVE to do it, except that I'm in prairie fest.
i'll be sitting in a dress in a float on the other side of town when they're walking down the main drag.
and there's soooo many details to think about:
letting barb know that the 8th graders can be involved,
making sure everybody knows the music
finding out if there are flags in on the deal
polos, anybody?
karen said that she wants to be drum major: now i have to train her.
picking out practice nights (2-3) and ACTUALLY GETTING SOMETHING DONE.
making sure enough people are interested (because i know towards the end, pretty much everyone hated the class)
if i can't be there, what's gonna happen?
a secret part of me wants it to die so i don't have to worry; the rest is estatic and worried out of my mind.
so if it wasn't after 10:30, i'd be making a few important phone calls.
the first to the main decision maker: Amy G. That woman will decide my fate.
from there, I'll call Brittney and see what (if anything) she wants to do.
from there, I'll call Barb back.
Perhaps I might also call Emily V.
or a few graduated seniors who will be around.
o.o
CB, fit just hit the shan.
yet, i knew it was coming. lol.
stupid prairie fest.
a quick call to amanda was much needed just now. we have the ability to talk for hours on end, but even just a 3-minutes conversation was nice & gave me a little consolation. ^^
*HUGE SIGH*
CB. oh, my dear, sweet, CB.
cleansing breaths... cleansing breaths....
*EVEN DEEPER BREATH*
phooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
okay.
let's just take this one step at a time.
tomorrow I will get up and figure this out.
tomorrow we will see what happens.
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