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I thought this was love but I guess it was a lie. You broke my heart, and now you make me cry. To add insult to injury you chose him over me. Oh, my dear what a fool you must be. I'm tattered and torn...Waiting to be reborn. The best part of me ceases to exist. I’m gone and barely missed. I think I'm alive, just a little dead inside...

But it's okay; it's the dawn of a brand-new day! As long as you're happy I can’t deny I'll be okay even though I'm cryin'. When I told you I'd never love you again, I lied. I can't help but to fall for those beautiful eyes.

After all the things we said and all the things we did. You just pretend it never happened, like after all that time I was just a friend. So after all that we have been through, and all that we have seen, you never cared? You weren't there? I was all alone. To think in your eyes I found a place that I called home. To think that I loved you....

But it's okay; it's the dawn of a brand-new day! As long as you're happy I can't deny I'll be okay even though I'm cryin'. When I told you I'd never love you again, I lied. I can't help but to fall for those beautiful eyes.

I don't know why I cried for you, or even said I'd die for you. I guess that I was blind, or maybe lost in time. Either way, it doesn't change what happened between us. I guess I just wasn't good enough. Or maybe I'm blaming myself when you're at fault. Maybe this love did need to halt. You make me wanna cry or even die sometimes. But I'll be okay—no I'm lyin'—quit denyin'; don’t pretend; now I’m cryin' for you again. Oh I'm left wondering why...

But it's okay; it’s the dawn of a brand-new day. As long as you’re happy I can't deny I'll be okay even though....I'm lying...You're killing me inside! My heart is broken beyond repair, because you claimed to have feelings that were never there! God, I can't take it anymore! I leave this song to the girl I once adored! Tonight I’m gonna cry! Tomorrow I might die! Goodnight! Goodbye!