Have you ever felt so distant from someone yet they're right there not even five minutes away? I feel like I'm floating in space and this person is on earth. Not even noticing I'm gone. I feel like I've been gone for months now. Just a hollow shell. Yeah I act like I'm happy Yet I hate most the people I hang around. I really can't stand them. And honestly they don't care anyways I'm just that nice person everyone takes advantage of and I hate myself for it because it makes me feel wanted. I love this guy yet I really don't know how to show it He's my world. I'm always busy though and we don't spend enough time together but somehow we make it. I never really know why he likes me. He can be really nice but sometimes I make him upset an I feel really bad about it but I'm just to playful all the time. It seems I'll remain a shell for a while, truth be told I'm a bit high right now but it feels good because I need to get this off my chest. Figuring out nobody really cares is funny because I could care less I feel like I'm just like them even though I'm not.
Well there's my emo-ness for tonight. once again I know no body will even read this... Kinda makes me sad.
piycola sama Community Member 
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