'why did I add mike back on my facebook? I must of been on something... gonk
must take him off again...don't want him in my life again... I deserve better. I am not going to sink low again, no way, no how, must take him off...then block him... of course he'll be in my thoughts from time to time,just as a memory to never sink low. I CAN'T BELIEVE I FREAKING ADDED HIM BACK ON!!!! However, funny thing is, he gained a ton of weight since our "Break-up" just as I have,though much more, cause he's not as good looking as I used to think of him... though its his smile that gets to me.... But it also looked like he was certainly still in love with his supposedly ex-girlfriend and so never wanted to really talk to me about anything except his d**k. Damn it all... That "relationship" I will take with me to the GRAVE it will never be mentioned in any conversation, it will be my deepest secret that gaia, myself and God will only know about.
He's name, even in thought, is like poison in my life, and will be treated as such starting now.... I'll give it a week though, just so it looks like facebook deleted him hehehehehehehe. evil
"I will Survive" is pretty much my theme song. This happens every single time, I really am not lucky in love.... some day I will be though, at least I hope sweatdrop
I vow I will not end up like my Tia Olga who has married three times, then divorced and is now dating again, nor am I gonna be like my Tia anna who was married for some odd years and then find her husband sleeping with her best friend, nor am I going to be like my three other Aunts that have divorced, one who had re-married.
I will not end like them. I'd rather be single my entire life then know in my heart the relationship will turn like that. I will have authority, I will have trust in my future spouse, I will have Peace and Faith knowing I didn't make a mistake.
This is my vow. exclaim exclaim exclaim
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