"AND IT'S BLUE!"
"Open Truth"
"I like to knit."
"R2!"
fish bouncing.
ultimate musical chairs.
foosball with dan
theeee most random supper conversations while trying to eat spaghetti
girl talks.
wonderful weather
my exact vision of what a camp should be like.
zomg. AMAZINGNESS. heart Winter Camp was absolutely what i've been needing. *deep breath* made some new friends out of previous acquaintances, had a nice long chat and reality check with God, and got in on soooo many inside jokes it's absolutely amazing. x3
like arts-in. only smaller, and more intimate.
my gosh, i miss it horribly already. T.T
anywho. the theme of the weekend was learning to run your own race for God, and to give Him your everything, even when you think that you've already given all you have. it takes conditioning, but the reward is eternal. :]
and the band was completely awesome.
We played two sets of songs each little service thing we had (one friday night, saturday morning and night (alllll afternoon was chill time lol), and sunday morning.), was suuuuper funnn. :]
some the little twerps (jr high kids, this time it appeared) were from our area, but... *shrugs* ya. let's just say OC hung out together a lot. ^^
got to know annie a little better................. *shrugs* her situation is very interesting, and my phone (i'm afraid to count the minutes she drained... o.o) really suffered from it because i'm too nice, and believe that for people like her, the best thing to do is be nice and be their friend. o.o small doses, though, small doses....
friday afternoon when we got there, i was pretty miserable. for no reason except that i was suddenly stuck with these people for two and a half days, and that i wasn't really friends with any of them. o.e
then by saturday night everything was actually okay. ^^ the service then was INTENSE (think: lots of crying, prayers, hugs, and kagen cramping his hand from playing guitar over all of it for ages), and afterwards was more fun than i've had for awhile, even though i didn't really feel like a part of it...?? just about died laughing, anyways... xDD
then sunday was so peaceful, i absolutely loved it. lots of peeps slept on the bus on the way back to town (we're all emotionally and physically exhausted from this weekend), had a concert in kerk that night. not the best, but i liked it all the same. ^^
i just realized i turn 18 tomorrow. and because i'm so tired, i just don't care. o.o
that and a bunch of other stuff is just, like, BLARGH. *snooze*
*shrugs* always the silent shadow. my gosh, i'm so freaking shy at OC. i don't know who to be around these people, so i go to the default discussed in previous entries.
oh. i think i successfully managed to confuse mike. har har har. i think he knows, but as of now, i don't care anymore. i just. don't. freaking. care.
and along those lines, the twins are no longer twins. all of a sudden on saturday it was just a realization that "Hey, they look absolutely nothing alike." xD so now i'm no longer confused. :]
so much magic, and the weather was absolutely PERFECT.
so now? it's like waking up from another dream. i'm getting confused, or heartbroken... all of these dreams...
how 'bout a happy (lasting) reality?
dreams have been the theme lately. i think it all started by researching that one painting in art that one year; i learned about how you can paint and use art based on dreams. that one purple picture i did (idk if i have a pic of it, i'll have to look sometime) of a LOT of random stuff is what I call "The Stuff of Dreams."
and that's what this all has been. a wonderful, marvelous, nighmare-ish dream that i don't want to wake up from just yet. i want to see how it ends.
i want to sleep and find out.
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