Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

so i told myself as soon as I got home I'd start working on scholarship stuffs and the like....

but the internet is an escape. for just a little while, my burdens don't seem so heavy, and the future is a little brighter. reality doesn't matter here.

but still.......

so tonight. i WILL finish the music scholarships and they WILL be ready to be mailed tomorrow.

also on the "maybe" list are a bunch of other scholarships... the NHS one is due Friday, so i'm gonna do that tonight, too.


FACT: I can pwn the entire psych class at chapter tests, but when it comes to IQ, i have the lowest of anyone I've talked to. xDDD


as of right now mom and dad and lonnie are out getting cows for the neighbor. like, they were walking around on the road apparently...



been feeling very shy as of late.



OC is fun, but it's hard because (just like SAI) everyone ALREADY KNOWS EACH OTHER. they even know my freaking sister, but not me..... *sigh* 'tis quite disheartening.

and how am i supposed to get over that kind of "okaaay, everyone already has their groups set up. where do i go?" feeling...................................



seriously, the electric DC trip was the most fantabulous of ANYTHING this past summer, because we were just a bunch of random kids that didn't know each other living with each other for a week.
AND it's getting to the point where it's like, Nick & I can text for hours on end, but when we're actually face-to-face there's not a lot to say. o.o... & he's fallen out of "love" w/ Krin.... still wondering what he meant when he told filip "if she sees it (I was looking at his phone) i'll kill you"....??
urrrrh......


OH! starting tomorrow we can change our 2nd semester classes... Emily H and i are switching spots in Mean Jeans. she needs that class, and I don't really want to take it, and there aren't any more free spots. So i'm gonna duck out and FINALLY BE IN CHOIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whee soooo freaking excited, actually..... *squee!*




yeah. so i have many choices of what to do right now... i'll figure it out.