so there's this microbead pillow thing I have upstairs, and it has a hole in it. I spend half an hour in my room working on the inside of a dress bodice and all of a sudden they're EVERYWHERE. the beads, that is...
pretty much convinced I'm going to Bethel. I don't really know how I'm going to go about letting the other two colleges know, but I'll figure it out somehow... urrrh.
It's just that in just about every single category I compare Dordt to Bethel to, Bethel just pwns.
and I always wonder: Why am I freaking out over this? It's only 4 years......
BUT those 4 years determine the rest of my life. And I'm much more likely to end up on the West Coast if i can intern in the Cities versus the middle of a corn field.
only downside is the campus layout of each. I love Dordt's layout (separate buildings, all-seasons recreation center w/ a pool and such)... Bethel's is all in one building basically and idk if they have any kinds of sports stuff besides a gym stuffed in a corner...*shrugs* BUT bethel has one of the most beautiful auditoriums in the world in my mind.....
yup. Pretty sure I'm going there. ^^ mom seems kinda disturbed about it, but idgas.
*glances outside* it's been snowing off and on today...
had an interesting convo last night...... weird that it's carrying on into today.
working on scholarship stuffs.......... grr. I'm getting to that frustrated "I know I can do better than this" stage of my writing... sucks.
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