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I’m sorry,
But what?
Just cause they’re gone,
You have to die too?
Just cause they’re gone,
You can’t enjoy you?

It’s not your fault!
Come back inside.
It’s not your fault,
They decided to die.

Together?
Apart?
I’m sorry I don’t know details.
But lonely or not?
I would rather them not.

Not either to save theirs.
Not either to save yours.
Damn it, man,
I could’ve saved more.
I could’ve, I swear.
I could’ve been there.
It could’ve been fair,
Your life and theirs.
They could’ve been spared
If I’d only been there.
You could’ve been here
If I had been there.

How could you?
Why would you?
Do this to me.
To yourself
To your friends
and your family.
To everyone around you
You’re no longer there.
So happy.
So free.
I never knew
You could never be there.

Didn’t know you could do this,
It’s not possible, you see?
Stop joking!
Stop kidding!
This isn’t funny!

Please stay
Please don’t let yourself fray.
I won’t let you let yourself fray.
We’ll pick up the pieces.
Sew your life back together.
Sew up the tears,
Color over the smears,
Like nothing was there,
Like nothing was there.

Honestly,
It wasn’t your fault.
Please,
Come back inside.
Please,
you deserve your life.
don’t let yourself die
This cold lonely night.