Dear Journal,
I've become such a paranoid little b***h. It seems like I've become the worst boyfriend I could to Chris, and I just can't take this much longer. This is one very interesting Christmas. Last year I was able to provide nice presents for Christmas for my family and friends. Now I don't have a job or any income and fear that just because I was oblivious to what my boyfriend's mother said they want me out of the house or something. Thank God for Chris telling me it'll be ok because otherwise I'd be freaking about presents except I feel horrible about having not gotten him a present yet or knowing what he wants. Is it just me or am I really that paranoid?
Sun Ray Dancer Community Member 
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