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seven years ago, the biggest lie I was ever told.
~'everything'll be okay.'

-01/24/03




I miss you.
I miss the sand.
I miss the snow ball fights with you and chris.
I miss waiting up at night for you to come home.

Baby's still waiting for you.
waiting for you to come home.
all she does is sit at the door.
and wait.

mom cries all the time.
she still misses you.

you never got to be an uncle.

uncle chris talks about you all the time.
says I look just like you.
now I can't even see him.

I got to see mac...we talked about you.
We cried about you.

everyone misses you...
it seems like more than ever....
everyday I wake up to the same news..
everyday I feel like I'm getting told the same thing.
it's hell.