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well why would i dare to say it?
well who would i dare meet?
well how would i dare do that?
well why would i dare to die in front of my best friends...
well why would i dare kill my self so slowly that they would
just sit there and watch helplessly.
well why would i leave them just to sit and watch my life die and rot in the street..
why did i dare leave my friends for drugs.
why would i dare smoke, snort, inhale, or inject just to kill myself faster.
why...
why did i kill my self and bring my friends with me..