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loneliness
waiting outside my door.
darkness
controlling every thought.

mystified
I'm going round and round in circles,
drowning
in my silent screams.

after all this time,
I've got nothing left to say.

cuz every time I reach for you,
there's nothing left to hold on to.
nothing there for me to miss.
but I can't let go,
can't let go this.

I've lost my mind thinking of you
the light you gave has left me too.
I know for sure what empty is,
I've had enough,
can't go through with this.

and now I'm barely holding on
to the memory that's already gone,
and now I'm in this all alone.

with no more tears to cry
no thing left to try
try to forget my everything.

I can't get over this.
I've had enough,
now I'm through with it.