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Guess who has cancer!

No not me!!! My grandmother!

Now remember I don't particularly care for her.

So when my mom told me this I wasn't sure if I should pretend to care or just ignore her.

I'm not very good at pretending so I just didn't do anything.

Even though I feel like I should feel sorry for her I just can't get myself to feel what I don't.

So I'm acting like I always do. While my brother goes mental and stays out all night.

I assume this is hard on him, but I'm not going to try to comfort him until she comes home and tells me she's going to die.

My mom thinks I'm heartless for not caring, but honestly how am I suposed to care when all my grandmother ever does is talk s**t about me right to my face?

It's hard to muster any kind of emotion about this.

I mean cancer isn't always a death sentence.

She has breast cancer so you know.

I'm not sure if people always die from that, but I doubt my grandmother will.