Okay, first off sorry for the rudeness and all but this is the truth. confused

I never, NEVER asked you to love me, 'kay? Nor did I even asked you to give me any special place in that so-called heart of yours. mad All I wanted was a friend. Yeah, just that because I've already set aside this whole "love business" thingy. rolleyes Yes, I can say that I've moved on but I still like him....as a crush, okay? sweatdrop Added to that, no more. neutral More importantly, I promised myself to concentrate more on my studies this year because well, I've been pretty lax this past 3 school years. sweatdrop So I'm kinda gauging myself as to how far I can go. ^^ Then here you are confessing your feelings to me the night before my birthday and then making me feel guilty [in which I think I reaally, reaaaally should not be. rolleyes ] the next few days.

Well, it was alright actually, someone admiring me and all. blaugh It sorta felt great whee xp But I never expected that you will one day complicate this life I have just fixed. stressed Ugh! Honestly, since you are my friend and I wouldn't want my friends to experience the same pain I experienced, I wouldn't want you to feel the same thing. Okay, in short, I'm protecting your feelings. stare Though, it's kinda tempting to actually hurt you so that you'll learn something but then I'll lose another friend because of this so-called trendy feeling known as "love" talk2hand

But, oh the irony. rolleyes Just when I was trying to protect your feelings, here I was unexpectedly getting hurt. stressed >____>

"I won't make you cry," "I won't hurt you,"
or something like that. Screw that! scream (No offense) Heck, even if I wanted to believe you, that'll be the most impossible thing you could promise me. Why? Well first, love and pain are two things you can't separate. Secondly, you just did it. cry

ONE MORE THING!
I know I'm not beautiful, pretty or cute and all. sweatdrop Heck I think I was asleep when God was passing on His gifts of good looks and beauty. stare I know that okay!? I've been told and discriminated a hundred couple dozen times about this stupid trait of mine. gonk No need to rub it in. Especially YOU people who hardly know me! Most of all, if there was one thing I hate. Stop comparing to someone! burning_eyes You don't even know me for heaven's ******** sake! scream Added to that, she's she; I am me. We are two different human individuals created by God to dwell in this land of mass called Earth and live alongside one another. UGGGHH! stressed Sheeesh! Please people, mind your own business and stop putting your noses into the lives of others'. It is so freaaking darn irritating evil I am a human being, too. Therefore I am prone to err. neutral