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When I first came to gaia...I met some of the most amazing people I was happy to be in this cacoon of friends. I reseaved things and i gave things i lost things but some how a also gained new things.It not the same as it once was the people i had first met...no longer speak i have lost conntact with most everone.it is sadaning but i look at this place as a getaway i still meet some amazing people who no matter what forgive me for the stupid heart reching things that i have done I am aware of the fact im not a good person...but this is me...I'm very confused i lie but i try to keap happy thrue it all my antentions are not bad but they seam to end up that way i want some one to save me but i am also trying to save them helping them in there lifes i will stay for a short time and then disapear out of no wear you think that mean? its only to save you from me...i ramble about silly thing this being one of them some times its just fun to right for me even if i dont know what i am writting about i hope to be avile to get friends that understand me but the thing is i wont let you understand me i dont want u to no my life because its myne i wont give it over to you...