he was my best friend i had ever had and i cant ever know why i mess with guys the way i do, but i am quite in love with him, and now tht i hurt the other guy i cant live with myself. i dont deserve to live cuz i know that i hurt him too much for a desription. now i have to live with the guilty self concious piece of crap i am without my best friend being my "best friend" hes now the boyfriend tht i love more then my life itself and the world of people around me tht love me the way i am. i can be myself around him. once i was apart from him once for 1 month and i was in deeeeeeppppp depression that i didnt get out till i saw him again today.Jeremy Joseph Auchterloniei love you more then everything as i stated during this vent session, lol nick scribner i wanted to tell u i wasnt ready for this move from my comfort zone, with him is where i belong and i cant help what i feel for anyone it just happens
 xXxXdragonflameXxXx · Mon Jul 12, 2010 @ 02:25am · 0 Comments |
