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It sucks when you find out that people you thought were your friends were actually just using you for your voice. Literally, your vocal cords. And they weren't using you because they loved your vocal cords. No. They were using you because they couldn't find anything better.

Then one day, they discover that they would rather play post-hardcore music, just like every other mother ******** wannabe metal band in this conservative town. I'm sorry to break it to them, but they live on Tulip Lane. La Dispute just won the lottery, people.

For once in my life, I wish someone, just one person, would come into my life and be a real friend. I wish that I didn't always have to be the one asking other people to hang out. I want someone else to ask me to hang out because they love me as a friend, and they want to be around me. I'm hoping that if I don't meet a friend like that this summer, that maybe a pretty young woman will introduce herself to me next year. I would love to just have a real-life girl my age to open up to, and to go out with. Not like dating, obviously. I'm straight. But to just go out and have fun. Even if it's a guy, I don't care. Just to have a good friend there would be nice.

John is always there for me, because he's a part of me. But when he isn't physically there, I wish there was someone I could always rely on to hang out or talk to. Just friends in general are nice. It seems like my good friends always come and go.

Hayley Williams should seriously start singing "Airplanes" just a little bit louder.
Maybe someone in the stars would grant my wish.




I love you, John.
Justincaseyouforgot.

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