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everyone needs time apart...
I understand that...

It's breaking me up though...
I hate this...

I will be positive...
I know this is supposed to be...
I just feel it v_v

But I can hope and pray silently
Just smile... and pretend...

It's just funny, I thought if it happened again I'd be slightly prepared...
Maybe it wouldn't hurt so much...
ha... haha...
what a joke :/


So I wait...
I wait for... reconciliation
For apologies... for forgiveness...
I wait for all these things...


How long?
I don't know...

Maybe until the end of July...
If he can bear to be apart for that long...

Then I can only cut the strings a final time
v_v

Praying... I almost forgot what that felt like...
I know God doesn't owe me any favors, but I'm hoping he'll take some pity on me

-sighs-

Love is not like anything...
Especially a ******** knife