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(sigh) Sometimes ya get sucked into something and you have no idea how, and then you're stuck figuring out how to fix things.

I'm falling into a hole, and it's too deep to climb out easily, and yet, it's not an empty place that has nothing to offer, but it's a lonely place full of only dreams.

At what point does a dream become a nightmare?
At what point does a nightmare become a fantasy?
In a dream, are the bad things bad, or might it be that it's something you want to see, even just out of curiosity?
In a dream, are the good things really good? And how do you know the difference between something good for you, and something you simply want?

(sigh) The things that make no sense get spilled out onto paper or other means of writing, while the things that are aching to be said get put in the shadows of the mind, always reaching for that place to be heard, and always falling short of the pen and paper.

Sakura Aikinu... Sakura Aikinu... try to find your way. Let loose the pen, grasp for the paper and forget the constant thought of disappointment, judgment and criticism.
If the journey doesn't go as you imagined it would, then let it go in that direction for a while, write it twice if you have to, no one will be disappointed in knowing more, only in knowing less.

Ugh, stop me now before I run this entry past the sanity level XP
Okay, signin out for now...