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hey happy... heart day... at least for you... yeah I i know its been a while. Who'd think today I'd be depressed, especially when I have igor.. but for some reason.. I am...
I hate this feeling, this feeling of want and suprise, but I dont want it at the same time because I know its selfish. I feel empty I feel jelous and lonely...I dont know why I guess its just things that my mind is just thinking about. I'll wright a few down...

My stupid wishes...

I wish people could be jelous of my boyfriend
I wish igor was hot not just cute
I wish people would suprise me with things and I dont have to give them hints to do (like plan things with my mom get me stuff for no reason or be able to convince people to not be stubborn and to call)
I wish igor was one of those people who do things instead of say
I wish I was beautiful and people would tell me it other than igor
I wish I still had olivia as a best friend
I wish danielle wasn't turned upside down about her monkey
I wish I wasn't so selfish right now
I wish I could be happy and content with out any of these feelings
I wish I had a friend who I could talk to other than igor.
I wish I wasn't alone....