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Orgasm Crayon
Let’s play forget conversation
Let’s pray c’mon situation
Let go from sun down to sun day
I see …When the beat drops
we go parampapampam
All the girls show off their parampapampam
All the boys play on your parampapampam
Everybody here wanna get them some?
Okay Now you guys see I make it easier for
the blogs now
I'm just gonna write one week in one Journal Entry
Making it easier :3
Okay Lol
Read away :3
Sunday 2.28.1O:
Finally the end of February :3
Lol Okay so woke up this morning knowing I was going
Ice Skating :3
So I was so happy
Cause My Last Bf
when he I broke up with me him
That's what I did
when I was very depressed or when I needed a laugh or two
It was my passion But I started to hate it a bit
But then I realized I quit for no reason
so probably in the summer not doing
Karate Probably Ice Skating
For the rest of my years
In School
and stuff Lol
But if that fails I'M GOING CROSS COUNTRY >DDD WOOOT
Lol
But anyways
My Dad wasn't there early in the morning
I was like I bet he's gonna bail on me =.=
I was like Damn it
He actually did bail on me
So for the whole afternoon I was so pissed
=.=
I went on the computer
and I was kind of happy after I got off
Cause I talked to some long time friends
But at the same time I found out My Friend from Chile died
It's really hard to like try to forget him
>.> Unlike certain people you forget like in 1 second
But he was like in my life for 6-8 years
Until he moved
he was like a brother to me
When I used to live in NYC
He used to visit me
and the only memory I have of him
was when we went to Central Park
and my other best friend she was there too
and we ran around almost around half of Central Park
It was so much
He didn't let me take any pictures of him
Cause he told me this " When I die you don't need pictures
to remember me by you just need the memories we had " he said
and I laughed and smiled and I just kept smiling
It's like a part of me was just taken away by that
I really miss him
It's like nothing is really left
But he was a happy guy
he never was sad
he was always a good guy to go to
to cheer you up
and What I loved about him
He didn't care about what people said about him
he just accepted it as a compliment
He didn't care how he looked
he was just a guy who lived life the way he
wanted to
It's like story of my life
and he's 2 chapters of my life
But anyways after that
I just went to sleep and
really just had one particular person on my mind
Okay so Next Day :3333
Monday , 3.1.1O:
School Great
but I got to go eat breakfast early in the morning and talked to some of
my friends
I put a smile on
as if it seemed I was just happy
but really I was hurt on the inside
But then came people
I was like "
Now school is starting =.=" Great
I thought
and I really did not want to do any work
But after school went on the bus
um yea
Came home
and really it was good day
I was like
"That's a first "
then I did my homework
finished it
and I ran around as if they were no tomorrow
Lol
then I just sat down and smiled
thought about me and Javier ( Dude that died )
running around Central Park
I smiled and giggled
after that I went to sleep around 11
Lol NEXT DAY XD
Tuesday , 3.2.1O:
Okay So I woke
thinking it was February
and then I was like Wait February ended Sunday
I was like " HELL YEA IT'S MARCH MARCH MARCH "
I was happy cause March is when Spring starts
and which brings warmer air in
and I be happy and then also it brings us closer to
SUMMER 8DDDD
Lol
Went to school
and took a test and got a 14.5 out of 18
I got a 76% 4 points away from 80% percent
Now how ****** up is that ?
Lol But at least I got a better grade than the last test I took last week >.> Lol
Okay so school ended
went on the bus
um did stuff
came home and did my spelling
and other stuff
I was like 8DD
That wasn't fast xD
Lol but it was actually
I danced around
But still having Javier in my mind
But happy
I smiled and laughed
I was just happy
Went to sleep around 9 that day because
I took care of my baby cousin that day
Lol
I slept A LOT THAT DAY XD
Okay
Wednesday 3.3.1O:
I woke up telling myself Just smiling I was so happy
I went on the bus got to school
I think we took a test
Yea we did and on that test I got an 83%
Awesome right?
Lol
But then after school ended
we went on the bus Hilarious time we had
But doubt it will ever happen again
After I got off the bus
I went to my bed and just went on the computer
I was like just happy
from that once time happening thing
Um after I got off the computer
I went asleep
and Really this day I didn't do a lot
cause Wednesday's way back like 2 years ago
I used to go Ice Skating
Which was a very particular reason I hate Wednesday
But anyways
that day went to sleep around 10-11
NEXT DAY
Thursday 3.4.1O:
Went to school like
I can feel like Magic is in the air
I smiled and thought about Javier
and how he would have been happy it was Friday Eve
I smiled and giggled
I was so happy
then went to school
and we had Pizza
which was delicious
then went home
did my homework
but my aunt from El Salvador
was coming which was horrible
I really don't like
But have to deal with it
But whatever
then after she came
EVERY ONE OF MY RELATIVES
That live here in Maryland came over
and some of them I didn't know that lived here came
I was like Wait I thought she lived in Alabama
?
Lol
I went to sleep around
Like Ummm
12?
Next Day Which is Today biggrin DDDD
Friday 3.5.1O:
Okay I thought this was going to be the best week ever
but no
Woke up this morning being happy
I didn't have to wear uniform
so left from the house
Got to school
and I was all happy cause my teacher was happy
which was a good sign
Cause she's usually
in a bad mood
and I was smiling and all that stuff
and during our time
we went in the hallways with " Goody -Two Shoes" and some other people
and with the teacher
and we were talking about how short I am and I was like on my Tippi toes
I was like
I'm not short
Lol I couldn't hold it for long cause of the type of shoes I am wearing
I was like Aww I am short v.v
DDD:
I ate lunch Well I only ate the salad
cause the lunch I got was NASTY
Lol
Then the day passed by
and got to the bus I was like so
feeling La La La (Eve's Definition for La La La : Happy and Magical and Hyper :3)
But my lovely was all sad
which made me think I did something
So then
I was all like not La La La
I tried to ask him like a million times
what was wrong with him
he was like nothing
Okay So now I'm leaving that alone
But then when I got on I got a song
and it was by Taylor Swift
It's Called
Today was a fairytale
God how I wish I was the one who was the one who was
feeling that song
But Javier
if he was here
he would all hanging out with me
and making me laugh
which I would have loved that
but now that everything is lost
I guess New Beginnings are better
But I think it's hard
without that one guy friend
not a girl friend
a GUY FRIEND
there just cheering you on
and just being himself
unlike others
trying to be someone around everyone else
but around you trying to be other person too
I just want a friend
That was like him
That day in Central Park
is all I have left of him
it was a magical moment
but Like he told me
" You don't need pictures to remember me You have the memories "
and that's true
A memory last longer than a photo
Today was fairytale A FAILURE :3333
In life Well
I just want to mandar Saludos
to Javier
I really miss you
I just really need someone like you by my side right now
and I love you guys <3
Peace Love and Music <3
Bye Guys
and Hopefully guys I find a friend like Javier
I never will probably
Well guys Love you <3 A lot
Peace, Love , Kisses , And Musica :333
 Orgasm Crayon · Sat Mar 06, 2010 @ 01:29am · 0 Comments |
