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Ugh I'm no sick, I can't believe it. Everythings just crumbling to s**t right now. I'm gonna start journaling because I obviously have no one else to talk to because of my stupid queef of a fauther taking my phone away. It's a long, sad story. And adding to the punishment, he's not even letting me celebrate my birthday(wich is commong up pretty soon)! What a b***h move. Not trying to be mellow-dramatic but it's like he refuses to acknowledge th day of my birth. I want my parents to divorce so badly. They're already fighting so why not sepparate? They don't even talk much, only when one needs money or if they are talking about bills. I know some people have it waay worse than I do, but s**t just started to spontaneously generate since of the end ofblast school year. Ugh.. I've been trying to see a counsoler(the school's) but the lady just randomly pulls me out of fifth period, so it's not like a regular thing. I need to see her on a regular basis so when s**t things happen(and it happens often), I can talk about it and gain professional help. When she usually talks to me, it's usually already too late and the Selena passed with resentful feeling and regrets with no one helping me on the way. I just don't know what to do.