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Well, it seems like I've been ostricized because of what i'm doing. Could i say that i'm doing it for you? You don't seem to appreciate it all that much. You STILL can't even talk to me. I'm stuck chatting with your yacky girl. I'm left here home alone with no one to talk to, and i can't even turn to somebody i stuck my NECK out for. and that NECK is pretty much being chopped off right now. I can't depend on anyone to help me. No one will be here returning my favors to them. Maybe they really don't need me to give them these favors and i'm just diluting myself. Maybe they'd all be just a little happier if i wasn't around....then they wouldn't have to worry about helping me when i'm down like this....they can all just move along with their lives. I'm dragging them down it seems