|
Unshure
So I am like todaly confused about what is going on in my life, one minute I am happy the next I want my best frieds to go die a apinfull death for something uderly stupid. I don't get what is going on any more and It is realy starting to piss me off. I can't stand the Jelousy and Rgae, I don't want to hurt anyone and I am afraid if I keep on doing what I am it will only get worse. I am so scared for myself and want nothing more than this envy to fade, I want my happy go lucky self back and a friend that I can look in the eye and tell that I am having a great day and there is not anything wrong. I don't want to hide what is wrong and tell them simply that I am okay when I realy am not I hate this and I hate love more Love sucks but there is nothing I can do about that is there, man I hate this. cry
|
