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What does killing yourself accomplish? I can understand that when going through life there can be issues that some people may not be able to handle. Personal issues dealing with relationships, family, friendship, or just life in general. It's hard. And anyone who thinks their the only ones miserable, misunderstood, or just plain sad? Are the most stupid people in the world. There are other people with problems they can't take. I've dealt and still is dealing with my lovely problems in my life...and have contemplated ridding myself out of this world many many times, have thought about doing the usual cut for pleasure but in truth, something always stops me. Whenever a person dies the people whom associated with him/her will be sad but move on..some not so much but eventually. But If your trying to prove a point it wont work your dead and gone.. Anyway as I said earlier something stops me. And thats the sky. the trees the fresh summer breeze, the cold winters nights,loved ones, animals. Living. I'll miss it all. I'm not sure what would happen if I'd die. Will I go to Hell? Heaven? Limbo? Is there such a place? What? I live on because I want to live life. The thoughts of killing myself still linger in my mind now and then. I'm not ashamed to say it. But It reminds me how I can stand up to it and go against the little devil on my left shoulder and pay attention to my angel on my right. I'm not strong. I'm a coward and week. I'm afraid that in time the pain will get the better of me and I'll be surely tempted. But until that time comes. I'll just say "******** you and let me live."
 6SerenityRose9 · Wed Jan 13, 2010 @ 06:45am · 0 Comments |
