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i feel like as i get older that i want less to do with people. I feel myself distancing myself from everyone and it kinda scares me. I dont know if i should even try for a relationship i enjoy the person im with and she deserves the world, but i dont know if i can give it to her. and i dont know if i have the heart to tell her. i love her, but through complications i dont know if it will work. we are in completely different stages in life and i dont know if i can stretch myself to match them both. i want to but i dont know if i can. only time will tell. can i do what must be done? can i have the strength to carry myself and her and...