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Tokubetsu No Zairyo
(Warning: This is a BL/yaoi/gay/homosexual novel. Do not report me since I have given you warnings.)

Pt 3. Irresponsibility

"H-Hey! Kisaragi-sensei! You're hurting me!" I cried, dragging my feet on the harsh pavement. Luckily, uniforms require steel topped boots. I would've seriously gotten hurt if I had been wearing sneakers or other famous footwear. But there is one downside; the pebble's sound when they hit the shoe is tourturous.

Sora dragged me into the abyss until he felt a wall. He grinned and pushed me, my back against the bumpy surface that was of the wall. "Kisaragi-sensei, what a-are you doing?!" I cried out. He leaned on me, and he felt my somewhat throbbing erection. "Hmm?" He murmured and ran his hand down my body slowly. With that hand, he started to unbutton my coat. I twitched and shaked. "Yo-You pervert!" I screamed, then payed attention to the crows cry out. I think my cry may have aroused Sora. He was unbuttoning the coat a lot faster now.

I turned beat red now. I tried pushing him away from my body, but no luck; he succeeded in taking off the coat and the erection was visible. His blank face wasn't as blank anymore... it was red. A deep shade of red, I tell ya! He turned away and responded, "Why weren't you here?" I shivered since I was 'coatless' and covered my bare body with only my arms. "I-I..." I almost felt like crying. "Why weren't you here?!" He stated a bit louder this time, still not facing me. "I..I.." I felt a salty tear run down my face. Sora still didn't turn his head, but he did move his eye. So he was able to notice my tear. "Kid, why're you crying?" He tussled with my hair, still looking pretty peeved.

"Because I'm damn cold...!" I responded with my flushed face, tears running down it, still covering my body with my arms, and the erection is throbbing. Hey, I wasn't lying; I really was cold. Sora grinned and held onto body. "Still, that's no reason to cry." He whispered and whipped my tears with his sleeve. I stuffed my face into his chest, holding onto him. "Of course it's a good reason! My chest is cold because a certain someone took off my uniform!" I wheeped, sounded very muffled. I gasped and pulled away from his warm body. "Waiiiiiiiit! Why the hell did I just stuff my face into his chest!? I'm not gay. I'm not, I'm not, I'M NOT....!" I thought, degrading myself and finished off with a face palm. I faced the wall so Sora wouldn't be able to see how idiotic I looked.

Again, no luck. He just held onto me and rubbed my torso.

"You know, there are consequences for being late; Suguri's consequences and my consquences. Let's follow my consequences..." Sora whispered to me, causing my erection to throb even more. "Nnn..." I murmured and held onto his hands. It felt right somehow. "Be gentle, Sora-kun..." I requested. "I will if you don't figit around.." He responded and blew warm air into my ear and kissed my neck. I panted from the pleasure, but then again, I felt that "his consequence" was to be beaten with a blunt object found in the alley.

Again, I was wrong. Sora's hand rubbed my chest and ran down and fondled with my hard member. "H-Hey..." I whispered. "Your hands are cold..." I moved my hands and planted them onto the surface of the wall, waiting for the said "consequence". He chuckled warmly and licked my neck. "Ahh..." I moaned silently. He started to rub my erection with great force. "S-Sora-kuun!" I cried... with pleasure and pain. "So.. you're sensetive down there. That's... cute." He stated with a smirk on his face. I began to think, "I'm not gay, I'm not gay, I'm not gay... right?" Honestly, I really don't know my orientation. "Sora-kun... it hurts! Ahhh...." I felt more tears run down my face. Somehow, it started to snow, and I did get a lot colder. I suddenly felt warmer... Sora made me discharge. "Ahh..." I almost collasped. Sora let go of me and licked his hand which was covered with my sperm. He grinned and said, "You're easy and weak", And walked off. I was disappointed in myself, I couldn't help but cry. I mean, I'm left in the snow without my coat, Sora molested me, and I failed to do my job.

I'm useless and unreliable. I truely am. I wanted to go home. In which I did. But I had to go back inside the restaurant's kitchen... without the coat. I walked in, and people burned themselves, Jin dropped a three-tier cake, and Rin cut the tip of his index finger off when he saw my chest. I got plenty of comments. Major ones were "You have a great body, dish washer" and "Sexyyy".

I got one hell of a mouthful from Suguri, telling me the all health hazards about not wearing the uniform coat in the kitchen. I failed to explain what happened at the alley. I would've told him, but Sora was right next to him. Now, I'm embarrased and betrayed. I just sighed and took this warning. i think Sora should've done that instead of molest me. b*****d.

I went to my locker and, luckily, had a spare shirt and jacket. I put both on, closed the locker, put the lock on, and turned around... only to find Takashi. "Hirata-sensei..?" His voice was weak and meager, almost as if he had just finished crying... and I found out why. "I was hit by the Kine mallet in the wrist while making m-mochi." He even showed me his right wrist, and the white wrap was covered with blood. I sighed and hugged my apprentice for a good while. I whispered "I'm sorry" to him so many times while Takashi cried on my shoulder, just like with me and Sora-kun. But this was different; neither of us tried to push one another away from each other. Nor did we molest each other.

Now I feel betrayed, ashamed, guilty, embarrassed, and striken with feelings that I've never felt before. Life's hard. And right now, so's my member.