Okay so my life sucks so bad right now that is you had to choose between it and hell you'd be buyin' a one-way ticket to devils-ville cuz MY LIFE IS TEN TIMES WORSE THAN HELL!!! My bf is pretty much having a mid-life crisis at the age of 14, and I want him to know I'm here to talk, not as his girlfriend but as his friend, but a)we never have any time alone and b) I just can't bring myself to say it. I don't know why. Maybe it's because I know what he's going through, or maybe it's because half the time I cry just thinking about it. Or maybe it's because he won't even show emotion around me if it's anything but happy. Well, unless you count the anger but personally, I'm not too happy 'bout that. I honestly don't know what to do about it. What upsets me the most is the fact that he's telling my best friend everything and me nothing. But maybe it's me. Maybe it's just all my fault. Maybe I'm not good enough... crying
 xXxKnightAngelxXx · Fri Nov 27, 2009 @ 10:41pm · 0 Comments |
