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a shock of ice without the sharpness runs up and down my spine. it races from my tail bone to the base of my skull were the spine connects to the skull. while it goes up it spreads over my entire body surrounding me in cold. yet no goosebumps. then it gets to the skull it wraps over it like a blanket. it's an amazing feeling.s problem is it's not me. it's him. i dont know who but i do know what. its my inner demon. we all have one. but humans choose to keep theirs caged inside. i was one that was born with no soul. no purpose eccept to live a life of great agony and hatred. the feeling of it can alow me to almost glance at a wall and cause a small hole. i dont know how some do. all i can do is tap it and then theres a hole the size of my finger. the feeling allows me to run faster than almost anyone my age. im about as fast as an adault. all of my strengths are slightly increased. all my weaknesses, destroyed. no guilt. no happyness. no hope. only sadness. hatred. and the thirst for chaos and blood. and it's killing me inside thinking about all that i can and have done. i hurt whoever i love. i pushed away my friends. every one i care about hates me.