|
********
im just ******** reading to flip my s**t and explode. ******** ligit i just want to ******** bash hit face in then curb stomp him until his head pops off. plus she sais she loves me but loves her more. ******** that. im nott anyones ******** #2 either you love me or you hate me god ******** dammit! too bad i made a ******** promise to watch out for her so ******** if i can do anything about it. i ******** hurt him and no ******** way i can live with myself. "the sparks not there" bull s**t. thats just her way off dumping me for another. why the ******** do i love her? someone tell me why she makes my heart burn for her! why! someone! anyone! tell me why i ******** love her the way i do. even though i want to kill him and take her back i cant. id never be able to live with myself then. all i can do is pour my heart out into this journal. not knowing whether to make it private or not ********! ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ********! WHY DOES SHE LOVE HIM MORE? i guess i didnt really try to hard. i kind of took our relationship for granted. but nopw i appreciate her for more then just a girlfriend once its too ******** late. WHY? BECAUSE IM A ******** RETARD! i cant ******** just be a good person and give her what she deserves. i swear if she gives me a second chance then hell shes getting all i can give. heart i ******** love you caroline. and im not afraid to continuesly say it. i ******** love you more then the world could imagine. i just hope you realize the choice you made was a mistake. heart like i said. forever and always
|
