I once said I couldn’t imagine life without my cat, but now I don’t have to imagine it, instead I have to live with it because he is now gone from this world. My beloved cat that has become a part of my family and daily life fought his illness until his last breath. Before I always wondered why people cry over a love one, I couldn’t comprehend their feelings but now I know, they cry from the feeling of helplessness. Also because of the incomprehensible and mixed up emotions that are stuck deep in their heart. I watched with my own two eyes how determined my cat was to live, he was suffering so much and yet their was nothing I could do to ease the pain but only with gentle and soothing words.
Now, the only thing that is in my mind is that one sentence that I dread, ‘I’ll never see him again’.
 SuiginTou Neko · Sun Nov 08, 2009 @ 06:45am · 1 Comments |
