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Moldy Aids
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Discovered; Don't Leave; Fight
Discovered
Its so hot outside,
But all I feel is coldness.
Am I dying? No, I don't think so.
I'm still breathing.
Even though I want to stop.
My chest hurts.
but I haven't been hit.
Whats wrong with me?
I look next to me,
And it all comes back.
Heartbreak found me again.

Don't Leave
I knew it before I told you.
That you'd leave me.
But I told you anyway.
And now I'm alone again.
I remember now. The last thing I said.
"Please Don't Leave."

Fight
I'm always fighting it. that 'little' monster.
The one that tells me its okay.
Its okay to pick up that silver blade.
"Just one cut. Then you can stop."
It tells me over and over. but I,
I fight back with the thoughts of those,
That truly care about me. And for the moment,
Its okay. Everyday is a struggle. And some,
Some are easier than others.
But no matter how much that 'little' monster
Picks at me, I know I can't give in.





 
 
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