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I don't think I've ever been so scared in my lifed... My puppy, Summer, well, her sister Marty went to the vet to have her eye tested. Well, they found lumps... All over her... Today, on my way to drama, I heard something I wish I hadn't. Marty, a puppy who isn't even one year old, Marty, who is my puppy's sister, Marty, who I fell in love with the moment I laid eyes on, has cancer.
It's not fair!! She's too young!! She hasn't even had a taste of life yet... But that's not where the bad news ends. That's right guys, there's more. My Aunt believes that the cancer is a result of two recesive genes, one from her mother, and one from her father. If that's the case, then it's not just Marty who's in trouble. But her brother, Billy, and her sisters Summer and Taylor are too. I can't picture my life without them. Summer, Shaydee, and Saber are always there for me. Everyday their faces are standing on the other side of the gate when I walk through the door, smiling at me. I can't picturemy life with only two ofthose beautiful faces smiling at me. I'm so scared... I don't want to lose them. And the worst part is that nothing can be done for Marty. She's going to die...
Please understand if I don't answer my messages for a while, I'm mourning the loss of one of my babies... I'm sorry, but, I just want to be alone right now. I will for a while. I'll let you know if anything new happens, but, until then, I don't know...